She Is A River In Paradise

You, dear, are a canal of paradise,

A human soul in divine disguise.

You heart is a place of everlasting happiness,

Where peace and prosperity resides always.

Your spirit flows from a higher place,

A heart of bliss, of love and praise.

Like souls of light with good deeds rise,

You are a delight in human guise.

To those you love, you bring pure light,

Your gentle touch will make all things right.

That is how your vibes are for everyone.

Wherever you are, you bring the taste of heaven.

Your love flows like the rivers of paradise,

But not many get a chance to reside.

I seeked a permanent citizenship, as a pride,

To live in your heart forever, but access was denied.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

An Orchestra Within

My heart beats like a drum

And my nerves strum like a guitar's rhythm.

All the words that come from my mind

Turns into a song, just for her.

In that tune, my soul starts dancing,

Free from all worries and boundaries.

My blood flows like a river waiting,

Ready to rush out when the dam breaks.

She is the music of my life,

The song that lives in my heart.

If only I could dare ask god himself,

To borrow her for this life's journey.

Many times I wonder, why god created her,

Will I get an answer for my question, ever.

Her beauty cuts me like a sword,

Yet I fall for her again and again.

My love for her grows with time,

Like old wine, aged cheese, it’s become fine.

When I was near, it didn’t feel this deep,

But after a distance, it’s grown to be rich.

Each part of me plays a different tune,

Of the memories that I keep with care.

She created an orchestra inside me,

But she is not here to hear the music.

Her love acts as a conductor,

Guiding my body parts to play.

She became a rare tune on this earth,

The most special I have heard since birth.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

Love's Emotional Abuse

The one we care about the most,

Treats us like an option and not a priority.

They disappear whenever they choose,

Only to return when it is convenient.

Love is not a guessing game,

It shouldn't leave us crying at night

Waiting for messages, for calls,

For any signs that they still care.

We feel trapped, ignored and unwanted,

Forced to question our own worth.

We wait for someone to care & love us,

The way we care & love them, but hear only silence.

Pain doesn't always come from shouting or fights,

The deepest wounds are cut from silence.

We feel like we don’t matter even when we reach first,

This isn't love; It's emotional neglect.

Each one of us deserve better,

Do not hesitate to walk away.

When care, love & respect is real, it is mutual;

When it's reciprocated, it feels like home.

**Applicable for all relationships in our life we encounter

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

The Drug In Her Smile

The smile she wears takes me high,

My dopamine surges and I touch the sky.

My Heart grows wings and starts to fly,

And all the world just passes by.

To see her smile; it’s a festival of light,

A blissful fire that burns so bright.

It melts my heart with strong desire,

A spark, a flame and a holy fire.

Her laughter's sound, a song divine

My blood begins to dance in time.

Her eyes pull me close, with just one look,

Like a story from a magic book.

In her smile, I forget the pain,

Like a drug that rushes through my brain.

I lose myself and I lose the fight,

Yet find my peace in her pure light.

For every smile, my soul takes a flight,

She is the day for my darkest nights.

And the whole world passes me by,

The smile she wears still gets me high.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

She Wears the Sky and Rules Hearts

It seemed like you were wearing the whole blue sky,

Designed around you, from neck to toe.

Is it only mine that gets attacked

Or have you given many other hearts too.

Your face was lit with moons grace,

And I saw stars shining in your eyes.

Are you a witness? how good artist god is,

As you look like you are going to conquer the world.

Luckily there are no kings or kingdoms,

Who knows how many would have fallen for you.

You hold the beauty to make any kings kneel,

To seek your hand; and queens will burn in envy.

Everytime you smile, it will be a festival,

As such is your grace and beauty, a marvel.

Wherever you are or with whoever you are,

Hope you live like a queen born to rule.

God is so cruel for pouring world’s shine on you,

So you can brighten any place and even hearts.

Many hearts will burn from the light of your presence,

So don’t know if you are a blessing or a heart’s curse.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

Every Time I See Her

Every time she walks past me,

The oxygen around me fades.

Everytime I see her smile,

It feels like my heart, a little it breaks.

My eyes have wandered in the past,

But only she catches my eye.

My heart has rented a few,

Don’t know why she seems to own it.

Her flowing hair is a trap,

My heart often gets caught like a fish.

Her innocent smile is an ocean,

In her thoughts often I drown.

I try to speak, but I search for words,

As my voice gets lost in her presence.

She is close, yet so far away,

And it just doesn't seem fair.

I wonder if she even knows,

How deeply I think of her.

But I bury my feelings within,

Afraid of what might happen.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

Her Connection

Her vibe is a network, quick and clear,

Protected by a password; my fear.

The one who gets inside her world,

Gets to hold her heart day and night.

A receiver of her vibe is my mind

And my heart, a Bluetooth, seeks to find.

Forever scanning for her signal to connect,

To link our souls in love’s eternal net.

Her thoughts are locked in my mind like clouds,

Coded dreams of romance behind every star.

But when she links, it’s deep and true,

Filling my mind with dreams anew.

I go offline to the world around,

When she's near as my heart is fond.

No noise, no games; just simple truth;

A silent spark between us two.

I send my feelings through the air,

In texts, in thoughts and silent dreams.

Maybe one day, she will unlock her soul to see me;

Not just in parts, but wholly and completely.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.