A Princess of My Darkness

In the darkness of all nights,

When my soul silently crawls,

Pleading for mercy with cries,

Your beauty was a death in disguise.

My suffering, decorated with your laughter,

Every smile of yours, to my heart was a dagger.

Your silence, a language with no manners,

Destroyed with no mark of my existence.

With each touch, a wound deeper, unhealed,

My emotions, sacrificed but never sealed.

In this disaster, my soul was led of course,

As your love was poison in disguise.

Now I remain a wreckage of what was,

Haunted by memories, bound by love's loss.

Your absence, a void, where pain resides,

In bits of my broken heart, your love abides.

So here I stand, a broken man of time,

In the ruins of a love, once was extreme.

Your love, the vaccine that brought demise,

Leaving me to mourn, below sorrow's skies.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

The Wrong Person

In your heart or in your life,

Welcoming the wrong one brings only strife.

A path to chaos, a dance of pain,

Draining your happiness like pouring rain.

They steal your energy by consuming your light,

Devour your love, leaving darkness at night.

They pierce your heart and wound your soul,

You lose your senses and sight of your goal.

The deeper you fall, the deeper the scar,

While they play innocent from afar.

Jealous of your growth, they spread their lies,

But through the darkness, you still will rise.

When you stand firm and refuse their game,

You’ll see their true selves and a heart full of shame.

No need for revenge, let them fall apart,

For their own ugly ways will break their own heart.

In time, their memories will come back to claim,

Those who sow discord will feel the same pain.

So guard your soul, let your true light shine,

And know that your strength will always be divine.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

My Nightmare of Your Memories

The memories of you suddenly creeps,

haunting me even in my deepest sleep,

When my heart starts to weep,

And my thoughts take a leap.

What you sow is what you reap,

Your love, a wolf in the costume of a sheep.

And the hurt touched me so very deep,

Even in my dreams it haunts and waits to peep.

I am no longer a person, who is cheap,

As my heart was cleared as I started to sweep.

I have mourned and also wheep,

As your heart was too steep.

I’ve no place in your heart, to keep,

Yet my love remains true and heap.

A beat of my heart may skip,

But your name will forever last on my lip.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

The You that Exists In Other’s Mind!

In mirrors not of glass, but in people's mind,

Exists a version of you, unlike you can find.

A vision formed by thoughts and quick looks,

An image by your actions and chances you took.

To strangers, you’re just a passing sight,

A story they gather, day or night.

A mix of remembered kindness,

Or tales wrapped in warmth and fondness.

To some, you’re the laughter in the morning light,

A light when the day dulls their bright.

To few, you’re a ghost from dreams,

A loose thread, a memory in flames.

They see you as a hero in their plight,

Or a soft presence or a brief light.

A lover’s sigh or in a rival’s sharp eyes,

A reflection in their paths and ways.

In every mind, you are painted in colors,

A view from each angle, their dolor's.

The version of you they see and tell,

Is colored by their truths which they sell.

Yet, through all this, you stay a spark,

A steady fire that brightens the dark.

The real you, in their opinion and dreams,

Is a mix of their stories and what it seems.

So in their minds, you’re many things,

A living tale that each heart brings.

And as you move through their dreams,

You seek the truth within all streams.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Toxic People!

Toxicity doesn’t go away with time,

It sticks around like a hidden crime.

In every phase of life, it brings its pain,

Ending it is a way to love yourself again.

You need courage to make a stand,

Nothing to prove; just take your hand.

Choose peace and respect for your heart,

Trade pain for joy and make a new start.

Don’t let fear and guilt keep you stuck,

In a place where honesty has no luck.

Your future is waiting, a chance to be free,

Leave behind worries, let go easily.

Life is a journey with many who might come,

Some bring you joy, while others feel numb.

Be careful of those who wear a disguise,

Sometimes parting ways is truly wise.

So, step into the light, take back your space,

Let love and truth guide you with grace.

You deserve a life that is bright and free,

Toxicity has no hold, just let it be.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Universe's Play!

You taught my spirit to survive,

and to my heart never to grieve.

My soul knows you for thousands of years,

Parting will be with bitter tears.

I thought we were twin flame,

Didn’t know it was universe’s game.

Burned alone from the fire,

A game played out of desire.

In this life’s course,

Meeting you was my curse,

Is it a play of this universe?

Should've known, for a good rehearse.

A scar on my soul, that will remain,

for all the births of mine,

As if my soul was cursed,

The death, died, witnessing me dead.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

You, My Heaven!

I need you like a heart needs a beat,

For in your presence, life feels truly complete.

Together we shall lead a life of bliss,

With every moment, sealed with a kiss.

To you, beloved, I offer the world entire,

For your love sets my soul on fire.

All that you are is all I'll ever need,

In your arms, my spirit will be freed.

You're my closest glimpse of heaven above,

In your touch, I find peace and love.

You, my darling, are my grandest quest,

In your eyes, my heart finds its rest.

No measure for our love's great height,

Boundless and timeless, in day and night.

In all lifetimes, I'll seek and find,

In every universe, you're on my mind.

So let us cherish this bond, deep and true,

For my heart beats only for you.

Forever together, in this sweet romance,

Forever and ever, in eternal life’s dance.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Your Body A Temple!

I don’t hesitate to say this, I feel for sure,

For your body is a painting, rich and pure.

But let me be clear in what I truly mean,

Your value goes beyond the form I've seen.

Over time, in shapes that shift and change,

You've grown, evolved, and learned to shine.

The space you fill isn’t just physical,

It’s where the spirit lives and it’s magical.

What I see is more than just your form,

It’s the miracle of life, the joy it brings, warm.

Your body is a temple where your soul dwells,

A place for laughter, tears, and all that tells.

It holds your smile with those sparkling eyes,

The heart that beats, where dreams rise.

And within it, your brilliant mind,

A universe of wonders, so beautifully aligned.

How can it not be beautiful, when all I cherish,

Is wrapped within it, without a hint of anguish?

Your body, my love, is a masterpiece so fine,

A proof of your strength and grace divine.

So let me admire, let me see your light,

The beauty that shines, your soul’s true might.

In your comfort, I find my peace and joy,

A love so deep, no measure can ever destroy.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

You, A Beautiful Soul!

In the silent moments, when time stands still,

I've pondered what makes you, you, and always will.

Your body, a painting of stories untold,

Yet your soul, the essence that makes you bold.

You ask, how can one see a soul so pure?

It's in your laughter and your kindness, I'm sure.

You, my dear, breathe life into the unseen,

And turn it into a portrait, serene.

Oh! how your presence fills the air,

A gentle glow, beyond compare.

You light up the world with every smile,

Your soul, a light that spans every mile.

Like stars that shine on a velvet night,

Your soul ignites, a radiant light.

A shield of sunshine, warm and true,

An aura of beauty, in all that you do.

You are a wonder of sights unseen,

A collection of dreams, a living dream.

So let your soul shine, let it glow,

For in your light, the world finds its flow.

Oh, gosh, it is beautiful, beyond compare,

Your soul, the treasure I hold dear.

In your every breath, in every stride,

Your soul, my love, forever abides.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

 IF! A Thought...

IF proverbs and quotes changed a man's mind and heart, we should have achieved world peace by now...

IF than talking about poverty if a man spends some of his earnings, we should have eliminated poverty by now...

IF we were true human beings, we should have had no religion/caste / color or currencies separate us by now...

IF education was to provide knowledge, we should have had all people in the same thinking by now...

IF our political system were right, we should have had no corruption by now...

IF everyone knew the true meaning of friendship and love, we should have had unity by now....

IF love was really a great thing on earth, we should have had one true love in our lifetime by now...

IF all things were created by God, no man should be without a home and all should have shared a piece of land by now...

IF all religious people would have known their true religion, we should have had no wars by now...

IF ALL religious books were really from God himself we should have all had love for each other by now....

IF life was only meant to be lived, we should all have lived well by now.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

7/Jul/2015

A Fool’s Love!

Country, Classic, Disco, Pop and Rock are music genre,

Among all, my favorite is the rhythm in your laughter.

Drums, Flute, Guitar, Piano and Violin are musical device,

Among all, my favorite musical sound is your voice.

Dali, da Vinci, Michelangelo, van Gogh and Picasso greatest artists,

Among all God took over proving all wrong by creating you, couldn’t resist.

Colmar, Kyoto, Ljubljana, Lucerne & Porto, beautiful cities,

Among all, my favorite destination is your heart, my cuties.

Diamond, Emerald, Sapphire, Ruby, and Topaz, costliest gems

Among all, I would treasure your wonderful smiles.

Beds, cots, mats, pillows and sofas for sleep or a nap,

Among all I would feel comfort on your lap.

Whiskey, brandy, rum, gin and beer are alcohol, takes me high,

Among all I would still prefer to get high from your single sight.

Calcium, iron, Protein, vitamins and zinc, gives us strength & energy,

Among all, I would still prefer your sweet kiss with synergy.

Apartment, Bungalow, Mansion, Palace and villa residentials for stay,

Among all I would be happier in your heart to reside and play.

Anger, disgust, fear, happiness and sadness are different emotion,

Among all your love works like a magical potion.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Rising from the Ashes!

I fell and crashed, a million pieces spread,

Broken into pieces, feeling lost and dead.

It’s a story of failures & pain I have known,

During broken moments, I found strength of my own.

My journey had heartbreak, wounds deep and wide,

Yet from the shadows, I learned to rise & glide.

With each heavy breath, I lit my own fire,

A spark that grew brighter, lifting me higher.

Many times I slipped, lost in the dark,

The light felt so far, like a distant spark.

But every broken piece, though painful and sore,

Became a part of me, making me more.

I found my own strength to let my courage grow,

Climbing from darkness and letting my light show.

Each struggle taught me, each fall made me wise,

In the mess, I thrived, learning to rise.

I don’t want your pity, I don’t need a hand,

Just walk beside me, together we’ll stand.

Love me as I am, in my beautiful mess,

You’ll see the fire in me, burning bright, no less.

Magic in my spirit, passion in my heart,

Nothing can take away this beautiful art.

Though life may knock me down, I’ll fight every day,

You can’t keep me down as I always find my way.

So stand with me closely, or step aside,

I have dreams to chase, a wild heart to guide.

Like free-spirited creatures, I was born to fly,

These wings are my own and I’ll reach for the sky.

Love me as I deserve or let me be free,

You’ll never hold me down as I’m meant to be me.

With every new challenge, I’ll embrace what’s unknown,

In this process of life, I have finally grown.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

A Temporary Life!

Everything is temporary,

Many things fade from memory.

Relationships, your dog, all you possess,

Nothing truly lasts; it’s the past we compress.

We don’t live in a perfect world,

It won’t cater to each individual.

The world owes you nothing, it’s true,

But still, don’t you feel you deserve something new?

Family goes further than friends ever could,

They’re the essence of life, the heart of the good.

Having hundreds of friends is fine,

But family is special, often left behind.

You can choose to grow, to learn, to improve,

All sacrifices today can help you move.

But trading health for wealth isn’t wise,

True success is finding balance, that’s no surprise.

Money feels most important when savings are low,

But those who have plenty often don’t show.

For them, it’s just numbers, a daily affair,

While for you, it’s a struggle, a weight you bear.

Embarrassment and criticism hold many back,

From being their true selves, that’s a real lack.

Many fail because they don’t even try,

They fear the fall and choose to deny.

In youth, we desire by comparing and wanting,

Believing life’s better with more we’re flaunting.

But things don’t define who you really are;

Our craving for more can take us too far.

Some of the darkest nights have come and gone,

Just like all troubles, they’ll fade with the dawn.

No matter how hard or dark it may seem,

A day will come when you’ll wake from the dream.

Happiness isn’t found in others around,

It’s aligning your life with joy that’s profound.

The good news is, you can choose to be glad,

The bad news? It takes effort, don’t let it be sad.

Everyone’s a hero in their own movie’s tale,

Chasing dreams, seeking love without fail.

The way you see yourself as someone unique,

Remember, others feel that same mystique.

You are the most important thing, can’t you see?

You’re the only one living your own history.

You hold the power to shape your own way,

Embrace every moment, don’t let it sway.

Beneath anger, there’s always a fear,

Inside, we all struggle, it’s all too clear.

The world is vast, like a book with no end,

Don’t settle for just a few pages, my friend.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Unrequited Love!

If only my heart could speak,

It would chatter of your joy every week.

If only my mind had a hand to write,

I’d pen my feelings, day and night.

All the dreams of you, a fresh start,

I’d chase them with all my heart.

As long as I’m here on this earth,

Your memories will haunt me till my last breath.

There’s nothing on this earth so strong,

That can lessen my love’s song.

I’m not a salesman making a pitch,

You always seem to switch.

I am a lover, and I can only propose,

Knowing well you’ll keep your doors closed.

All my feelings I try to compose,

Yet you shut away and my heart implodes.

I loved you, as my mind did portray,

No, not you, but the one who led me astray.

With true emotions, I was played,

Now with a tarnished name, I’ve been displayed.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Love, Loss and Healing!

In depth of my heart now broken,

Where love flourished, shadows now awaken,

You were the sun, the sky, my first light,

Yet here I stand, alone with my plight.

Your touch, a memory carved in flame,

Now burns with an unspoken name.

The pain of your loss, a piercing knife,

In my chest, it created a void and left me in grief.

Each heartbeat reminds me of what was lost,

The sound of your laughter, my pain is the cost.

Your absence, a void too deep to measure,

A wound that bleeds with silent pressure.

My heart, a muscle, strong and firm,

Now feel the weight of your sorrow, I affirm.

The sharpness of my love gone wrong

Feels like my soul is burning along.

I follow a path where shadows lie,

The pain of love is my constant cry.

In every sigh and every tear,

A physical torment so clear.

Yet through the pain, a truth takes form,

That love and loss, though they storm,

Are marks upon my fragile soul,

A sign of how I lost control.

So let the pain be what it is, 

A sign of love’s enduring kiss.

Though broken now, this heart will heal,

And my love’s scars will slowly seal.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

My Love Amidst The Storm!

In the roaring storms and pouring rains,

When wild winds whirl and skies seem drained,

When thunder’s sound shakes the earth’s embrace,

And chaos reigns in nature’s space.

When rain pours in merciless streams,

And all around me is lost in dreams.

When even the earth begins to quake,

And every surface, every river and lake,

Is tossed about with forceful might,

Yet through the storm and darkest night,

The face of her is divine with eternal grace,

Remains unchanged in time and place.

Her beauty, like the morning’s light,

Shines brighter than the storm’s deadly fight,

A guiding star in the wildest gale,

A love that’s true will never frail.

No cyclone wild, nor flood so vast,

Can break this bond that’s meant to last.

For in my heart, her spirit stays,

Unshaken by life’s violent ways.

Through every storm and life’s test,

In Her beauty is my constant rest,

A goddess of the endless skies,

Whose radiant charm, my heart never denies.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Your Spark, Lights My World

I love how your eyes ignite,

When you speak of what feels so right.

It’s like my whole world fades,

And only your passion is displayed.

Your smile is a shining light,

It fills my empty space; I'll hold it tight.

My heart skips a beat when you grin,

An explosion of happiness from deep within.

Your lips, so sweet and delighting,

A charm that's soft and inviting.

Your eyes are so bright and clear,

Unveiling the secrets of your heart, my dear.

I cherish all your stories,

Each one a gem that creates new memories.

Every chat uncovers something new, I discovered,

A universe inside you, yet to be explored.

One day, you will light up the grandest stage,

A star that brightens the world’s vast page.

I long to be the one who fills your days,

With joy and laughter, in all possible ways.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Social Media!

A platform where ideas and knowledge flow free,

Connecting people everywhere, letting their thoughts be.

Started to keep in touch with those dear,

Networking, sharing on a platform, so clear.

Used by one-third of the world’s vast lot,

For some, it’s a distraction and loss of thought.

For others, it spreads misinformation’s claim,

Feeding anxiety and depression’s flame.

Sharing joy through photos and videos bright,

Voicing opinions on matters both random and right.

Creating groups to share knowledge and interests,

Bringing together various, vibrant quests.

For businesses, it’s a tool for promotion and gain,

Advertising brands, products, and services in the fast lane.

A place for prospecting, where chances are many,

Yet connections can be shallow, not always uncanny.

Men and women often lose their sense,

Chasing likes in a digital pretense.

Rather than true, meaningful ties,

They seek fake connections and false highs.

If used wisely, it can help learn and grow,

But beware of addiction, as posts and likes flow.

Too many focus on self-presentation and fame,

Leading to social isolation, a dull game.

You don’t need to impress the whole world’s view,

Craft your own story, be genuine and true.

Not knowing real joy, you might face strife,

Live with love and happiness to truly thrive.

It’s a disguised cage for the elite’s,

Forgetting life’s cycle in their relentless race.

Chasing fame, name, and money’s call,

They end up losing it all, becoming cold and small.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

The Silent Wisdom of Animals!

We need more forests nearer,

As animals become dearer.

Many humans forget what love is,

While animals are finding their bliss.

Present culture spoils the soul,

Forgetting values, respect takes a toll.

Relationships shift to human-animal bonding,

Displaying pure, unconditional love, unending.

Animals love in ways profound,

Their feelings and affection, truly astound.

Though expressed in different ways,

Understanding them brings wonder and praise.

The aspect of love is clear and kind,

In the bonds they form, evidence we find.

It’s a pity human don’t quite match,

If we did, love would be more than a patch.

Many still act with cruel disdain,

Greedily causing unnecessary pain.

Humans show they lack a soulful touch,

Ignoring the cries of those who suffer much.

Possessing qualities vast and rare,

Nature’s miracles, beyond compare.

Animals are our soul’s true kin,

A cosmic gift that dwells within.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

2 Strangers

Two souls meet as strangers, so distant and apart,

Gradually they find a vibe, a beat and they start.

From being acquaintances, they soon become friends,

Sharing laughs and secrets, their bond never ends.

In each other’s company, life seems so bright,

Caring and sharing, their hearts take flight.

Stories and moments, both joyful and true,

Dine and wine together, their souls renew.

With time, they’re reduced to a contact on a phone,

A follower on social media, a place not their own.

Conversations turn sparse, memories start to fade,

Once besties, now strangers in a digital parade.

The warmth of their friendship, now lost in the stream,

Replaced by notifications and a fleeting dream.

In the labyrinth of connections, so easy to slip,

From cherished companions to a missed friendship’s grip.

So, cherish those moments when bonds are still tight,

Before they dissolve into the virtual night.

Real connections are precious, a true gift to hold,

The two soul's part as strangers in this world.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Mother’s True Love!

True love and care of a mother,

None on earth can show ever.

Witness during distress and sickness,

Watching her kids suffer is her only sadness.

The only hand held will be hers,

which is the only medicine that cures.

We'll never know their true value,

But will miss them forever, no can do.

True love of hers, is always available,

For many it is not visible.

As they are lost in this world,

And miss everything, a story can be told.

The only true love a man get ever,

After the mother it will be his daughter.

The only best friend a daughter can have,

Rest all will pass by like a cloud naive.

Dont talk shit to who taught you to shit.

None can teach you like your mom, her wit.

After gods the only one that you need to submit,

Even after taking your curse will bless you and never quit.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Father’s True Love!

 

The only man on this whole earth,

Who wishes you to be better than him,

Since the day you took birth,

For which he can go to any extent, it’s worth.

A true king for a princess,

A real hero for a son,

His love will always be priceless,

For whom he will be the only one.

The only one who can become an instant clown,

For his children's happiness and will never frown.

Whole life, from dusk till dawn,

His only ambition is for you to win.

There is none who is a fool or wise,

There is none who is rich or poor,

As everyone is a hero in their own ways,

As for many, their wards are their grandeur.

His anger is rare but always truest,

Abiding with him is a rule and must,

As he doesn't want his wards to get lost,

In a world where there is no value nor trust.

An actor, director and a storyteller,

Who can become anything for you with pleasure.

For he will teach you never to fear,

His protection is strength and a pillar.

Fatherhood comes with a great responsibility,

For he carries the family on his shoulder,

So you better understand what is his ability.

For your life he will be a true moulder.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind