In My Quiet Memories

In the quiet corners of my memories, I keep,

The sounds of love, loss & heartbreak, I softly weep,

I find myself trapped in the past,

Moments cherished, yet destined not to last.

Life opens up in chapters, not in one's embrace,

We journey through joy, yet sorrow we face.

The hearts together, then part on their own course,

Leaving behind both comfort and remorse.

I held you close, a secret in my heart,

A erupting fire and a flame bound to depart.

Closure sought, amid tears and moan,

My happiness vanished with each sunset's down.

Watching you leave, a shadow in the dark,

My soul drifting in emotions, so brisk,

Into another's arms, into another's life,

I stood, broken, no more strife.

Yet in the depth of my memories deeper,

Your laughter and warmth, will retain forever ,

For love's tender moments, though they fade,

Are etched in time, where they'll never evade.

I'll cherish the gifts of our shared togetherness,

And remember each moments of happiness,

Though paths part, and hearts endures pain,

Life unfolds, moments of experiences we gain.

For love is not bound to one, but to many a soul,

In the road map where destinies roll.

And though I loved deeply, in a time now past,

Life's journey continues, beyond what didn't last.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

A Rare Gem

You as a rare pearl in the deepest ocean,

Through the rays of the sun,

I found you, a soul so pure,

A treasure of happiness, very rare.

A beauty that could only be found,

By those who truly dare and not frightened.

With my trembling hands, I held this gem,

A wonder to behold, causing in me, mayhem.

All my dreams, both lost and found,

A tale of hope with love all around.

Where my dreams and wishes play,

turning my nights into day.

For you are rarest in this universe,

Waited for you through all my years.

Will you take this journey with me forever?

Will ensure to hold your hand, leaving never.

Let the magic fill the air,

Wherever we shall be together.

Hand in hand, let's build a future ,

With true love beyond compare.

For this moment onward, here and now,

I promise to love you forever, is my vow.

By this nature, our destinies align,

We shall reign in love's eternal shine.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

An Angel From Heaven

Through the stairs of Rainbow's light,

Where clouds woven as gown so bright,

With the Sun adorning her head as crown,

A celestial marvel, my angel walks down.

Moon dangling in half on her each ear,

Reflecting the cosmos with kind care,

Her eyes glittering like stars in charm

She is a divine gift from heaven's arm.

I wish for you, like monsoon's rain,

In the fields of my heart, making me insane.

To be drenched in you, wholly immersed,

In your love's downpour, forever encased.

Let our love bloom like flowers in May,

Bathed in the warmth of the sun's ray,

With every drop, a tender kiss,

In this never-ending life of pure bliss.

Your laughter, a melody, sounds so sweet,

In the music of our hearts' beat,

Wrapped in arms of your gentle sigh,

Underneath this vast, starlit sky.

For you are my angel, my life's light,

In your presence, everything feels right,

We walk through life's path forever

In love's embrace, growing old together.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

A Butcher of my Heart

For my heart, you a butcher

Against you I stand without any armor.

Its just flesh, cut me with a smile,

for my heart for you is fragile.

Slice my heart as it not taken,

Serve on a platter, as its forsaken.

At times heart needs to bleed,

to prove that I am human indeed.

Getting my heart slash,

from a person that I have a crush.

Of whom I get adrenaline rush,

and my face always glows with blush.

You took me to new heights unknown,

and set my soul on fire and begone.

At the end, someone should come around,

And be the reason to put me in the ground.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

The Burden of You

I don't want us to meet again, forever,

Even if we've become our best,

Even if we've changed for the better,

No, not in another life's test.

Our paths crossed once, left a scar,

Damage and pain that runs deep,

Difficult to heal, hard to bear,

I'm lost in its darkness, unable to sleep.

You were a storm that swept through my soul,

Leaving wreckage, now in vain,

To find a solid ground, I still struggle

As memories of you continue to pain.

So, let our paths separate forever, I say,

Let time and distance mend what's torn,

I'll learn to heal, to find my way,

In a world where your shadow is gone.

For I deserve peace and serenity,

Not the echoes of past regret,

I'll seek healing softly with dignity,

And the burden of you, I'll never regret.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

My HeartQuake

You can find your presence, in the cracks,

Every time my heart affects with quakes.

Even if shattered, still can find your tracks,

As my whole heart is yours, even if it breaks.

My love was for you was an ocean,

Splashing towards shore as everlasting waves.

Needed your love true, yet had to ban,

When I see my heart, for you, it grieves.

You left me, to feel ashamed,

I wore your love as an attire,

You stripped them off, I was damned,

exposing my heart to elements of fire.

Was I the broken one?

that you taught me to beg.

Yet I learnt to stand a true man,

Realizing my grave has been dug.

I was drenched in waves of love,

Would’ve stayed even if you were a tsunami.

The true love I offered, you didn't approve,

Filling yourself on my innocence and devoured me.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

A Wonderful Morning

In the calmness of the morning light,

When the sun shines and dreams exit.

Birds chirping through the trees,

A gentle hum, carried by the breeze.

A lonely bird begins its song,

Notes that crawl, sweet and strong,

Awakens this sleepy earth,

Giving life an amazing birth.

Each dewdrop on the petal's edge,

A tale untold upon this ledge,

Of night's embrace and suns first kiss,

In moments pure, we find our bliss.

The world awakes softly, starting its day,

Colours blend in a perfect sway,

From amber gold to azure, blue,

Nature's canvas painted anew.

The fading beauty with fragrance,

In every flower, every face,

Time unfolds its tender tune,

Moments like these are divine.

When sun sets, doze for night,

In the twinkling stars so bright,

Let us pause, and deeply see,

What gives us hope to be.

By 

Sanji-Paul Arvind

मेरी मेहरबानी हैं तू!

मेरी ख़ुशी दुनिया के बारिश हैं तू,

मेरी जिंदगी की ख़्वाहिश है तू,

मेरी तकदीर की रोशनी है तू,

मेरे सपनों की रानी हैं तू,

मेरी एक ही तलाश है तू,

मेरे अँधेरे की चांदनी है तू,

मेरी खुशियों की मेहरबानी है तू.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

मेरे दिल का दर्द!

आंसुओं की बारिश मैं,

दर्दे दिल डूब गया है,

दिमाग को है पता,

मगर दिल को कौन समजाता?

रात भर के ख्वाबों में,

छुपा है दर्द बड़ा गहरा,

रुलाता है हर आंसू,

कहानी सुनते बेहद प्यारा।

ज़हर सा बीत रहा,

इंतज़ार का हर लम्हा,

दिल में है एक छलाँग,

पर कोई नहीं जो सुने मेरी आवाज़।

आंधियों में भटक रहा हूँ,

दिल में एक तूफ़ान सा हाल है,

बस एक छोटा सा सवाल है,

मेरे दिल का दर्द कौन समझेगा?

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

मेरी चाहत |

जिंदगी में एक हमसफर को चाहा

आपका साथ एक सफर भी ना मिला.

एक अनोखा रिश्ता चाहा,

अब रस्ते पे आगया,

हर पल आपका साथ चाहा,

अब आपके बिना जीना सीकलिया,

आपकी आत्मा को छूना चाहा,

पर मेरी आत्मा ढूंढ ना पाया.

तेरे पायल की धुन बनना चाहा,

लेकिन तेरे पैरों के नीचे कुचलने लगा।

प्यार करना चाहा,

यार भी नहीं बन पाया.

रिश्ता ना टूटे, ये सोचा था

आख़िर में दिल तोड़ के बैठा…

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

मेरी मजबूरी

मेरे जीवन साथी,

रहना मेरे साथ ही,

तू ही हैं मेरी साजना,

मेरे साथ तुम हर पल सजना ।

दिल का यह दर्द हैं ज़रूरी,

मेरे नसीब में हैं मजबूरी,

बढ़ती हैं रोज़, हमारी ये दूरी,

फिर भी तू हमेशा रहोगी मेरी प्यारी ।

बिछड़ने के बाद भी साथ आपका नहीं छोड़ा,

लगता हैं कि यह रिश्ता खुदा ने जोड़ा,

मगर आपने क्यों मुँह मोड़ा?

और हमारे दिल क्यों ऐसे तोडा?

मुश्किल है सुनकर, आपके दिल से हम उतरना,

दिल चुराके यूँ ही छोड़ना,

यह कैसी सजा हैं, हमें ऐसा तड़पाना,

नहीं आता है हमे रोना ।

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

In The Kingdom of Love

In the kingdom of Love, you a jewel,

On the crown, with grace you dazzle.

Whoever possesses you is adorned as king,

So am I In the world of hearts, I joyfully sing.

My love for you, forever eternal,

Every morning and night, it shall prevail.

As long as the sun shines in the sky,

My devotion for you shall never die.

In this kingdom where love rules,

You, my dear, a the rarest among jewels.

With you, every moment, a cherished tale,

For eternity through my love, I shall tell.

Journeying through the whole world,

spreading love's grace with your hand, held.

A brightest light you'll always be,

My heart's true ruler, holding its key.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Through the Storm

All my life, I've known pain,

Each, a thorn in memory, never will drain.

I've tasted poison, its bitter sting,

Yet your hurt is more than everything.

Various tests and accidents, I've fought,

A story in each scar, lessons it taught.

Without your presence, a void so deep,

A wound that lasts, refuses to sleep.

I've bid farewell to loved ones dear,

Their absence is sorrow, a silent fear.

Yet your departure cuts like a knife,

A pain unmatched in this life.

The grief, the hurt, pain in blood,

Each drop is a proof, like a river it sped.

Regret, a shadow will haunts my days,

In the reflection of your absence, it still stays.

Through the Storm I stand, broken and bruised,

In the wake of love, I will be accused.

Your absence, a wound that won't heal,

A pain so sharp and heavy, I shall conceal.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Tears of my Heart

From the tears of my heart, boom,

A seed of love started to bloom.

It never grew to become a tree,

The seed of love, with spirit will be.

You made me feel the taste of life,

Bittersweet experience, yet no grief.

Like heartbeat, within I will retain,

As long as blood flows in my vein.

Even if you don't permit,

In you I will, forever inhabit.

In your subconscious mind,

Unable for the world to find.

You shall flow a like river in me,

In every part of my body eternally.

Cautiously I will take care,

Loving all the way, till my end is near.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

My A to Z - My Adoration and My Zeal

In this world my ADORATION for you, extreme,

BEGUILING and CHARISMATIC, in my dream.

DAUNTLESS you stand, ENCHANTING with grace,

Wondrously FABULOUS, your presence,

GORGEOUS you are, I have a special place,

In my HEART, your image I trace.

You're the INSPIRATION, in my every JOYFUL rhyme,

Your KINDNESS, a rhythm in time.

LUSCIOUS in spirit, MAGNIFICENT in sight,

Your NOBILITY shines, in my darkest night.

An OASIS of solace, you're my PRECIOUS,

A QUEEN for my world, with pure RADIANCE.

SAGACIOUS in wisdom, in care, TENDER,

UNIQUE in every way, VIVACIOUS in spirit,

my only WONDER. XENODOCHIAL in heart,

You're the one I YEARN for, as you ignite my ZEAL.

In every moment, I want your feel,

You're the core of love, the real deal.

Compilation of virtues, they align,

You're my A to Z forever, for all time.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Engraved in My Heart

I wanted to build a bridge, you chose a wall,

In the deepest of your being, I still fell.

The farther I push you from my sight,

The closer you draw in the stillness of night.

In my quest to connect, roads crumbled,

Every effort was defeated, my hopes humbled.

I dared to challenge the world's cruel might,

But you, my love, kept me from the fight.

Despite the hurdles, my love for you soars,

Even In silence of your hearts closed doors.

For even as distance tears me apart,

You dwell deep within my heart.

So let the world rage, barriers stand tall,

In the shelter of your love, I stand, never will fall.

Though fate may conspire to keep me apart,

You are forever engraved in the depths of my heart...

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind