Time, Wound and it’s Pain

Time heals many wounds, they say,

But some remain fresh till our last day.

Deep inside our heart, in a quiet space,

Some pain resides, refusing to erase.

Some of our deepest hurts do not vanish,

Even time doesn't have power to abolish.

Time gives us distance and peace,

But real healing needs the mind to release.

Pain remains where the mind is stuck,

Tied with memories, with past bad luck.

When we hold on with love or hate,

We stay in pain and miss our fate.

Time flows forward, but feelings freeze,

Old pains return and they never leave.

This chain of pain is strong and tight,

Shows we still have lessons in sight.

The ego says, "I was wronged and used",

Holds the pain to stay and gets confused.

But healing starts when ego lets go,

And our soul shines bright with a glow.

Unfulfilled dreams gives us deep sorrow,

Hurts of today and pains of tomorrow.

Time won’t heal what we still crave,

Until we give up and become brave.

One life is too short to heal the pain,

As some wounds are old, of past life, will remain.

They return again, not for gain,

But to clear our souls hidden pain.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

Doubt

The poison that kills confidence,

Always try to keep at a distance.

It is also a gate to hell,

Many have reached already; too many to tell.

It cripples the leg before the walk,

In any battle of life, be a hawk.

A fight in the mind and heart of the warrior,

No matter how strong, it makes one a worrier.

Without inner clarity, one's destiny breaks

That is the power the doubt always takes.

He who doubts self, will be destroyed,

So, stay calm, never be annoyed.

Doubt is a self destructive weapon,

Stronger than temptation or distraction.

A seeker who refuses to bow to doubt,

Will find no confusion; as he knows his route.

Always take side of the truth,

So you will escape doubt’s ruthless wrath.

It is an inner battle you must win first,

Before any war begins to avoid the worst.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

Faith and Devotion

Be brave and do what must be done,

Surrender to God and all worries will run.

Through service to others, true joy one will find,

A prayer from the heart, clears all troubles in mind.

Bowing down in front of the Lord with care,

For in his grace, all things will become fair.

Awareness is man’s highest gain,

Through faith one can rise above any pain.

In difficult times, do not give up in fear,

As strength lies within like a hidden treasure.

Persistence and belief of all will be well,

Through faith, stories one will be able to tell.

Faith is the strongest weapon, one must have,

As it leads to success in life, so behave.

Gratitude will open doors which is far or near,

And loyalty to your cause will make you a winner.

Being kind to all is good, doesn't matter their place,

For love and respect will always show true grace.

In letting go of the past will make one free,

As it opens doors to true liberty.

Faith is the only bridge to the divine,

Serving others with love will forever shine.

The wise ones are like torches in the dark,

With them, make every moment count to be a spark.

Failure is not defeat, but a lesson one must learn,

As in every setback, a new strength one will earn.

Work with grace ask for help when in need,

And true happiness will be found within, give heed.

Knowledge brings power but wisdom brings peace,

For in your heart all worries will cease.

One is stronger than doubts, braver than fear,

And being patient and with courage, God will come near.

Words of Lord Hanuman

Who Am I - Sanji-Paul Arvind

I am not a lion or a tiger,

And am not keen to be one either.

Among the birds in the sky I am an eagle,

Not lonely, but flying high during my struggle.

Among the animals on earth, I am a wolf,

Not falling prey to any to engulf.

Among the ancients, I am a dragon

With these characteristics, I stand a human.

Among the earth's natural resources, I am water,

Flowing on my own and none can shatter.

Among the humans I am humble and arrogant,

It just depends on how you appear in front.

Among this gods world, I am a devotee,

Having faith and trust in the almighty.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

You can judge my life based this my poems; this poem and my life aren't 2 different things.

Our Thoughts That Bind

Doubt, fear, guilt, once they take control,

You will get stuck in your thoughts and as a whole.

You allow your worries to decide your way,

Hesitating; but life moves on, day by day.

Your mind is a tool tool, meant to be used,

But when you follow them you get confused.

Even a small worry will ruin your peace,

You often trust your fears, which will cease.

You've to stop treating your thoughts as truth,

Observe them, don’t follow in its path.

Do not think of things that is out of control,

Let go of the chaos and be a free soul.

You always start things but never finish,

You dream big and never act and you diminish.

You are attached to the outcome,

Forgetting you control only the effort, don’t be dumb.

Some of the destructions are transformation,

Struggles are never final, it’s just another station.

You think of a problem as a road of dead end,

Only to find it was just a small hair pin bend.

Due to the chaos in your mind that will never die.

Is the main reason for you to suffer and cry,

You are the observers under all kinds life’s storm,

Once you realise this, fear will lose its form.

You are not shifting moods,

You are not your doubts or attitudes.

You are not what others think, don’t confuse,

You are not what you've been told, it’s all a fuss.

See your mind as a tool, not a trap,

Act with clarity, don’t get stuck in this gap.

No fear can hold you in this world to abide,

Trust in life's journey and stay with your heart’s side.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

We Are Not Who We Are

Since birth, we are given names and roles,

Given duties and told to meet our goals.

We blindly accept them, believing they define us,

But these labels are short-lived to focus.

By losing our name, our existence does not cease,

By changing a job title, do we go jobless?

Beyond these labels lies our true self,

Not shaken nor tarnished, a treasure on a shelf.

Our souls are untouched by age and looks,

It’s not defined by the cover of your books.

Our bodies will perish, appearance will change,

But the soul remains intact in life’s stage.

Do not regret over wrinkles, health or attire,

These things will pass, like a dousing fire.

The true us will live beyond what we see,

Not in this skin and bones, nor in our physical body.

Success and failures does not define a man’s worth,

Nor our jobs, nor our places of our birth.

Whether one is rich or poor, weak or strong,

The soul is eternal and that is where we all belong.

To do our duty from our heart and not for its outcome,

Do not seek validation from others, it is dumb.

Our thoughts and fears might seem true and real,

But it is not, it is just how we all feel.

Our mind is a tool, it can help or it can trap,

It will guide or it will tangle, but we have to unwrap.

Living with discipline as it leads everyone to light,

Towards self realisation and away from our plight.

Don't chase success, dare to see failure in the face,

For both are temporary and lost in time’s race.

Be undisturbed by praises and criticism,

As when we let go of things, comes true wisdom.

Self realisation comes when we understand,

That we are not what we hold in our hand.

We are much greater than anyone can see,

And once we know this, we will forever be free.

Inspired by Bhagavad Gita

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

She Is My Hell

Everyday the pain of her is increasing,

As my love for her is not decreasing.

When every part of my body functions well,

But my heart stands isolated, hard to tell.

When I stand among the crowd in the world,

I feel lost, as her hands, I am unable to hold.

I see her image in all that I see,

On earth, in air, fire, water and in the sky.

If her love was an ocean,

I would jump in it to swim and win.

But her heart, a hell, seems even deeper,

It will suffocate me and I will suffer.

For the sins of loving her, a spell,

Now I burn in her fire like in hell.

Indeed, disguised, she is an angel,

Not of life but of death and it's painful.

I wanted her to be my heaven, to dwell,

But, to suffer, she has become my hell.

Yet, my love for her is not decreasing,

Everyday the pain of her is increasing.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

My Love's Lullaby

If she wants to sleep in peace,

The angels will come down, so is her grace.

The clouds will turn into a cradle,

The stars will turn into a crib toy.

Into dark mode, the skies will go,

And the moon will start its glow,

The nature will become radiant,

For the breeze to compose music, vibrant.

I will hold her hands tight,

Promising to watch over her all night.

Will do so even when she is awake,

As my love for her is not just for the sake.

I will sing her a lullaby,

Holding her in my arms like a baby.

The world will go silent, for her to nap,

While I watch her go to sleep on my lap.

In my love’s lullaby, she’ll sleep all night,

To watch her peaceful face, my nights turn bright.

The angels will go jealous, that is how she is,

Her charm that the whole heavens will miss.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

My Adoration and My Zeal (My A to Z)

 

In this world my ADORATION for her is extreme,

BEGUILING and CHARISMATIC she is in my dream.

DAUNTLESS she stands, ENCHANTING with grace,

Wondrously FABULOUS in her presence.

GORGEOUS she is for I have a special place,

In my HEART, her image I will forever trace.

She is an INSPIRATION in my JOYFUL rhyme

Her KINDNESS is music in time.

LUCIOUS in spirit, MAGNIFICENT in sight,

Her NOBILITY shines during my darkest nights.

An OASIS of comfort and she is my PRECIOUS,

a queen of my world, with pure RADIANCE.

SAGACIOUS in her wisdom and in care, she is TENDER,

UNIQUE in all ways, VIVACIOUS in her spirit.

She is my only WONDER and XENODOCHIAL IN HEART,

For her alone I YEARN as she ignites my ZEAL.

In every moment, I want her feel,

She is the core of my love, a real deal.

All compilation of her virtues align,

As she is my A - Z and forever will remain.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

If I Was, I Wish...

If I was earth, I wish you to be my sun,

If I was oceans, I wish you to be my moon,

If I was air, I wish you to be my oxygen,

If I was fire, I wish you to be my flame,

If I was the sky, I wish you to be my stars,

If I was a tree, I wish you to be my roots,

If I was a flower, I wish you to be my bloom,

If I was a river, I wish you to be my stream,

If I was a song, I wish you to be my music,

If I was a dream, I wish you to be in it forever,

If I was rain, I wish you to be my thunder,

If I am in the dark, I wish you to be my sight.

In all corners of this wide vast universe,

I would forever want to be with you in all forms.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

The Ghost of Her

The ghost of her, haunts me forever,

I will not be at peace in life, never.

When I am alone, I felt a hand, touching,

Was it her, I was just thinking.

When I am asleep, I hear my name called,

Was it her, I wanted to move but stalled.

When in dreams, I see someone always,

Was it her, I wish she forever stays.

When I walk, I see a shadow next to mine,

Was it her, as I see her presence, is it a sign?

When I am in the dark, I felt a good vibe,

Was it her, I am unable to describe.

Do ghosts of living people exist?

Or is it memories that I'm unable to resist.

Is it my mind, that is keeping her alive,

With the ghost of her, don't know how I will survive?

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

என் மீதான கோபங்கள் | The Angers Against Me

உந்தன் ஒளி நிஜமென்றேன்,

சூரியனுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உன்னை என் நிலவென்றேன்,

அந்த நிலாவுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உந்தன் அதிர்வு போதுமென்றேன்,

காற்றுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உன் வாசம் நறுமணமென்றேன்,

பூக்களுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உந்தன் மனம் ஆலமென்றேன்,

கடலுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உந்தன் சிந்தனை பெரியதேன்றேன்,

வானத்துக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உந்தன் நடை நளினமென்றேன்,

ஓடும் நதிகளை என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது

நீ ஒருவள்தான் அழகென்றேன்,

இந்த இயற்கைக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

உன்னை உச்சத்தில் வைத்தேனென்று,

கடவுளுக்கு என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

நீ என்னுடையவள் என்றேன்,

அனால் உனக்கும் என்மேல் கோபம் வந்தது.

கோபம் சாபம் போல மாறி,

சாபம் சுட்டெரிக்கும் தீயாய் மாறி

அந்த தீ நீயாய் மாறி,

என்னை எரித்து சாம்பலாக்கியது.

The Angers Against Me

I said your glow is true,

The sun got angry on me.

I said you are prettier,

The moon got angry on me.

I said yours is a good vibe,

The air got angry on me.

I said your fragrance is pleasant,

The flowers got angry on me.

I said your heart is a deep place,

The oceans got angry on me.

I said your thoughts are big,

The sky got angry on me.

I said your charm pleases me,

The rivers got angry on me.

I said you alone is beautiful,

Nature got angry with me.

I kept you on top of this world,

The gods got angry at me.

I said you belong to me,

And you too got angry at me.

The anger's turned into a curse,

The curse turned into a burning fire,

And that fire turned into you,

Burned me to ashes.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.