But not my dreams.
She made my heart weak,
But not my strength in loving her.
It feels like my dreams are exhausted,
Except for her, nothing appears.
My mouth has become a vault for the unsaid words
And I cling to the suffering caused by her.
I stopped fighting for her,
Because when I took one step forward,
She ensured to take two back,
And in the end, she blamed me for no effort.
I still feel the pain in my heart,
Born out of loving her.
Bonds don't vanish overnight,
Even when her absence arrives quietly.
The pain always resurfaces,
Becoming a reason for my distance.
Loss is loss, no matter what,
Some pains must be handled within.
I smiled when my heart was screaming,
I was polite when my soul was burning
I swallowed my pride in fear of losing,
The truth in my words choked me into silence.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.
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