She judged me by rules
that never really existed.
Maybe she created some just for me,
so she could keep me at a distance.
The most important moments of my life,
were the ones I lived with her.
But I never knew at that time,
that those moments would become sacred memories.
Her heart was like an ocean,
it was deep, it was beautiful
and merciless toward me,
and I drowned trying to reach its depth.
I walked away from her,
the very person I spent
my whole life searching for,
and that realization hurts the most.
I only saw the version of her,
that she wanted me to see.
In truth, I never got the chance
to know who she really was.
She became too comfortable around me,
and slowly lost the intention to stay.
Moments with her felt emotional
yet somehow conditional too.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
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