I did not force her heart to stay,
as she was already walking away.
Her love is not something to chase,
it comes with truth, not by force.
I know it hurts, more than I show,
to watch someone I love, to go.
It is easy to say “be free, just leave,”
but it is hard to accept what I cannot keep.
Sometimes I wish I was someone new,
thinking maybe she would choose me too.
But changing myself for her eyes,
only builds a life of lies.
I have felt that silent pain,
standing alone in heavy rain.
Giving everything, still not enough,
for her love and it was very tough.
I did not beg for care or place,
Or run behind her grace.
The ones who love will stay,
even when life turns grey.
So I let her go, but she didn't remain,
I held her worth through all the pain.
The right hearts come calm and true,
and they will not confuse you.
Her connection stays in my soul,
Her silence and distance, I cannot make it go.
Her memories lives in parts of me, I’ll not let go,
even when words no longer flow.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.
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