She Was A Miracle

When she came into my life

She made me believe in miracles

Maybe they were not colorful

But they gave me comfort

I didn't just choose her,

I gave her a part of my heart.

I didn’t know she wasn't ready to hold it,

And that made my heart feel pain.

I was happy while pouring out my love,

But the pain was too much when it was returned.

Maybe I gave her too much,

And she never knew how to hold it.

She made me realise my worth,

Through her absence, through her silence.

She made me realise what is means,

To give, and how much it can hurt.

After her, I don't fear anything,

If I can bear her pain, I can bear any.

I cared so deeply that I never wanted,

Even the thought of her in another's mind.

She still lives in the same world as me,

And breathes the same air.

The same sunlight touches us both,

And one day, the same earth will consume us too.

Till Then

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.