But even after decades of my own,
The ones with her feel special.
Not everything we love lasts forever,
I have witnessed losing many loved ones,
Yet the separation of her seems too painful.
It started with her smile,
Grew with excitement,
And ended in disappointment.
When our distance grew,
She built walls around her,
Not giving access even for my sight.
Her indifference took over,
When I sought her kindness and affection,
I was pushed away as a worthless person.
I am hurting myself,
For an illusion that will never become reality,
Deceiving with false hopes and broken dreams.
She gave me scraps of her love,
For which I loved her so much,
That I forgot to value myself enough.
I am mourning for someone,
Who never truly loved or cared for me,
I love a person who no longer exists.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.
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