I Am Sorry for Loving Her

I am sorry that I loved her,

so much that it felt unreal.

I am sorry that I cared for her,

so deeply it felt deceiving.

I am not the easiest to be around,

and I never wanted to be a burden.

There was a place where love existed,

but it never turned into a life together.

With her, everything made sense,

love flowed naturally like rivers.

There was a comfort I never questioned

and I believed she would stay.

But real love doesn't always stay,

it doesn't promise permanence,

it doesn't end in togetherness,

but it stays forever, mixed with time.

Life doesn't follow logic,

our paths crossed for a reason.

So I never tried to hold her back,

maybe she was only meant to pass

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.