She has become part of my everyday life,
she walks through my thoughts
Lives in my memories,
and plays in my dreams.
She lives in my words and in my actions,
her presence feels constant and near.
I don't mind if she's not beside me,
for she lives forever within me, inside.
She has become the sound of my heartbeat,
the flow of my blood.
My love is not just moments spent with her,
it's how she lives in me, even from afar.
I cherish the memories we shared,
those smiles made me feel so high.
But I hate her for breaking my heart,
and leaving without asking why.
I don't know how in my heart,
love and hate for her stay in one place,
it is painful but it is true,
a feeling I cannot erase.
I wish to find the strength
to heal and to love myself more.
But my heart still chooses her,
like it always did before.
She will never know,
my love for her is so great,
more than her faith in her God.
still, I carry this weight, not for reward.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.
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