Mentalligence

My mind has different kind of thoughts,

And I feel that they are unimaginable,

It is always about you and ever will be,

Such is the impact of yours on me.

I fight with my thoughts every day,

To clear the fog inside to make a new way.

I thought you are my destiny,

In a que, I don't know how many.

I fell in love with an idea in my mind,

For in reality, I was unable to find.

The one that my mind created, its intelligence,

It doesn't listen to me; I am in mode of negligence.

An image of her created and portrayed,

My mind's game that I got played.

None will I blame, as it was a game,

Only players sustain, if they tame.

The fights now turned into a battle,

Whoever loses, I am in trouble.

My mind now acts, A Mental Intelligence,

I cannot ignore nor deny its existence.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.