A Hurricane in my Heart

I had thousands of dreams, until her,

Now all those dreams are only of her.

I am sending signals to her soul,

Hoping she reads my messages.

I gave all my efforts,

And left the decision in her hands.

When her soul knows the connection,

I don't care what her body thinks.

When I wanted to protect her,

She thought I was controlling.

She will never know what men's eyes can think,

I never wanted a bad thought in another's mind.

She gave me some of the beast moments,

That I will cherish through my life.

She also gave terrible, unbearable pain,

That I will feel until my last breath.

I only wished for her happiness,

I wanted to be the reason for it.

I only wished for her safety,

I wanted to show it through my care.

When the world burns,

I would still choose to save only her.

I am selfish when it comes to her,

As I can watch the world burn, but not her.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.