My Devotion, Dedication and Desire

My love for her is a devotion

it grew within my heart as dedication.

She has become my only desire,

and my passion towards her is driven.

All the love for her,

it doesn't want to leave my heart.

It wishes to stay quietly,

knowing no one will see.

She stays in my thoughts forever,

in all that I do, in every routine.

When the whole worlds goes to sleep,

my love doesn't, it awakens within my heart.

The most critical part of my love,

is not when she left.

but what happened after,

now my heart beats only for survival

I cannot promise to stop loving her,

even the day the world stops spinning.

If the world pauses for a while,

even in that space, I will love her.

If my heartbeat slows down

and my lungs take their last breath,

I still cannot stop or unlove her,

for she is loved more by my soul.

Only in her arms will I find the way,

that leads me home, into her heart.

The day she opens her arms for me,

I will be pulled into her like gravity.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.