Thursday, March 5, 2026

Trapped in Her Absence


My passion for her became my pain,
My devotion to her became my destruction.
I pledged my heart to her,
Only to lose my true self, my soul.

She entered my life,
like a gentle breeze, harmless.
Yet she was deep enough,
to uproot the foundations of my soul.

She is in every form,
in every voice and thought,
that pulls me off my axis.
She was neither sin nor salvation.

She had all that I dreamed of,
Yet she held nothing for me.
I knew we had no chemistry,
As for me, she was a commitment.

Even math was not matching,
I was only trying to write a good history.
I remained loyal to her,
when she never valued my tears.

When the whole world moves,
time, people, animals, all,
everything changes, all things living and not,
But forever I remain trapped in her absence.

By
Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.

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Trapped in Her Absence

My passion for her became my pain, My devotion to her became my destruction. I pledged my heart to her, Only to lose my true self, my soul. ...