She triggers me,
like no one on earth ever could.
My deepest wounds, my oldest fears
and the most hidden parts of me,
stood exposed before her.
I know she was sent
specifically to awaken
what my soul needed the most, healing.
As if her energy merged into mine,
sometimes she brought abundance,
and sometime a burden,
I never asked to carry.
Yet all of it felt like spiritual science,
not many men can understand.
My intimacy comes with intention,
not desperation, not loneliness,
and not merely desire.
When she came close to me,
it felt as though my energetic DNA
had been rewritten,
My body and soul remember her,
even when my heart and mind tries to forget.
Her connection felt like a soul
fulfilling a contract,
written before this life.
She came to teach me something,
and I agreed to learn.
So, finally, I thank her,
I release her from the bond,
and now I am trying to free myself too,
not dramatically, not in anger,
but with love.
By
Sanji-Paul Arvind
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