The Queen of My Dreams

She sneaked into my thoughts,

And walked straight into my dreams.

She became their queen,

And now everything belongs to her.

I am fighting an unknown battle,

Bearing pain that steals my sleep.

I no longer feel hungry,

And even silence is heard loudly.

She not only walked away from me,

But from my life that I dreamed of.

She walked away from my future,

From my plans and hopes.

After losing her, I fear nothing in this world,

Not Rejection, not loneliness, not death.

Losing her is the worst thing,

Even disasters don't scare me now.

All the "I am sorry" of my life,

Was said only to her.

Not to deceive or to please her,

But to show how much she meant to me.

Her absence is visible in all places,

For she has left her mark everywhere.

It's not only heartbreak I feel,,

For everything still reminds me of her.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind

**Do not judge my life based on my poems; My Poems and my life are 2 different things.