My Experiences of Her

I experience suffocation, while I still breath.

I experience fear, while I stand in stength.

I experience shivers, while I sit sill.

I experience pain, while I still smile.

I experience her presence, while her place in my life is absence.

I experience brokenness, while my heart worships her.

I experience death, while I am still alive.

I experience hate, while I am still loving.

I experience being stuck in the past, while life moves ahead.

I experience silence, while her voice still echoes within.

I experience distance, while my heart remains beside her.

I experience darkness, while I still search for her light.

I experience emptiness, while memories overflow my soul.

I experience goodbye, while my heart still waits for hello.

I experience forgetting, while every thought returns to her.

I experience prison, while I remain free of remembrance.

I experience end, while I wake up every morning,

I experience healing, while old wounds whisper her name.

I experience tomorrow, while part of me lives in yesterday.

I experience existence, while my soul wanders where she once stood.

I experience the passage of time,

while my heart is with her in moments long gone.

By

Sanji_Paul Arvind