My Soul in Her Form

Staying through words is easy,

in any relationship,

but living them is where real pain begins.

I suffer more

only because I had pure intentions for her

She might find several people

in this world who could love her,

but will she ever find

the one who can love her the way I do.

Yes, I have a mind that thinks of her constantly

and I still have a heart that can love truly,

both of them live inside my body and often fight

for the excessive memories and endless love for her.

Reality slaps me often,

but somehow my heart whispers her name

wanting to find its way back to her

even when I know she is not mine.

Hopefully there is another chance

in a different world for us.

I pray for a place in her heart,

Even if gods push her toward me,

but she will never give me that place.

So, I stay where I am,

loving her without expecting nor asking in return.

When I depart from this world,

if my soul could take any form,

I only wish it could take hers

So, my soul will recognise her form

until she arrives.

By

Sanji-Paul Arvind